Afterall life isn't a fairytale

Nah..this is not any kind of a late realisation...I guess there are times when you got to let yourself know this fact time and again. I don't think I would have got a better opportunity than today to realise this. People whom you meet definately teach you a lot of things. I infact learnt a lot today with just one meet. It's sometimes very hard for a person to live knowing the fact that the so-called 'back-up" is not in place (well, this is what I was told. I definately didnt buy this thought though). It's suprising to know in this world where billions n' billions of people live and where every single person has a distinct frame of mind, life is still going on n' on without much friction. Hats off!! and it's also inspiring to know that people who have lost it all are still aiming for the sky knowing the fact that life ahead is definately not easy. I certainly don't consider myself to be a part of any of these. I was infact shocked to see the way someone's thought process was making it's way to nowhere. But afterall anything's possible here in this world..and afterall it's a combination of different minds...different thoughts together at times tend to be disastrous!!!

Hysteria

It's just one of those days...I am kinda getting used to this feeling..It's kinda funny the way life turns out to be...I don't knw whether I should laugh at it or cry..but I guess when you know that things are not in your hands, you have to believe in yourself and more than that you gotto have faith in the superpower. I knw He is there to take care of me, like always:-)

I am shit scared...

It's been a roller coaster ride for sure...I had almost made a decision..but look at me now..I feel I am back to square one...where did all the insecurity come when there was absolutely no space for it? I need space, I need time, I need a LIFE!!!