State of Joblessness

Aah!!Not many people are lucky to be in this state of mind. I feel a lot peaceful and relaxed. This weekend would be really different for me, it's some kinda benchmark in my life. I know after this, things would get a lot different, my life would change in a lot of ways. I wonder if I can remain this person who could get away with the kiddish behaviour!From the day after, I would be in an environment of new people, a completely new place. I am so excited. Everybody keeps asking..Hey, are ya nervous?? And each time I go..Nervous?? Why should I be nervous??Instead, I am so excited. It's as though all of a sudden, the Almighty above has given me another life to prove my worth, to prove myself. I have always been understood as someone younger to the rest, be it in my family or amongst my friends, or for that matter any situation. It's just this professional environment that makes me a completely different person and I know here, I can be just myself within me and there is nobody to watch me. I have this freedom of thought and ofcourse action, to an extent, and to take my own decisions. I know, nobody can influence me to do anything. At this point in time, I don't want to have any kinda expectations, but yes, I do have desires. There is this quench for thirst, always to do something. I know U r with me!!!